Friday, October 28, 2005

my med list

methadose, 10mg, 8xTID
neurontin, 600mg, TID
ziagen, 300mg, BID
viramune, 200mg, BID
bactrim, DS, once a day
epivir, 150mg, BID
zyprexa, 5mg, once a day
amox/clav, 875-125, BID
ambien, 10mg, once a day
med

October 28, 2005

and archie is all upset over everybody referring to him getting older. he ends up leaving everybody at home in the middle of dinner, and heads down to kelsey's bar, where he hopes to surround himself with people that won't remind him of his age.

gets down to the bar and one of his old neighbors walks in and archie was amazed at how young the guy looked, and was surprised that the guy didn't know him. i'm archie bunker. oh yeaaaah, archie bunker. hell i thought you were dead, was what the guy said. i swear, reminded me of when gary anderson, my cousin, first saw me in burke's, when i first came back from new york, and exclaimed how he thought i was dead.

"i thought you were dead" - the same exact words they were. sent shivers throughout my body. especially now that i'm having these visions of what its like to not be of physical self. not being able to touch my surroundings, and how i 'want' to ..... the very feeling of 'want' is so vivid, it's freeky.

October 28, 2005

and archie is all upset over everybody referring to him getting older. he ends up leaving everybody at home in the middle of dinner, and heads down to kelsey's bar, where he hopes to surround himself with people that won't remind him of his age.

gets down to the bar and one of his old neighbors walks in and archie was amazed at how young the guy looked, and was surprised that the guy didn't know him. i'm archie bunker. oh yeaaaah, archie bunker. hell i thought you were dead, was what the guy said. i swear, reminded me of when gary anderson, my cousin, first saw me in burke's, when i first came back from new york, and exclaimed how he thought i was dead.

the same exact words they were. sent shivers throughout my body. especially now that i'm having these visions of what its like to not be of physical self. not being able to touch my surroundings, and how i 'want' to ..... the very feeling of 'want' is so vivid, it's freeky.

watching all in the family on tvland

and archie is all upset over everybody referring to him getting older. he ends up leaving everybody at home in the middle of dinner, and heads down to kelsey's bar, where he hopes to surround himself with people that won't remind him of his age.

gets down to the bar and one of his old neighbors walks in and archie was amazed at how young the guy looked, and was surprised that the guy didn't know him. i'm archie bunker. oh yeaaaah, archie bunker. hell i thought you were dead, was what the guy said. i swear, reminded me of when gary anderson, my cousin, first saw me in burke's, when i first came back from new york, and exclaimed how he thought i was dead.

the same exact words they were. sent shivers throughout my body. especially now that i'm having these visions of what its like to not be of physical self. not being able to touch my surroundings, and how i 'want' to ..... the very feeling of 'want' is so vivid, it's freeky.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

January 28, 1978

KANSAS CITY, MO
1978 January 28th. Fire in the Coates House Hotel; 28 people died

what i remember of the time surrounding the coates house fire is being in kansas city screwing the owner of the Club Baths. between living at the bathhouse, and at the main house, i also worked at a middle eastern restaurant on the plaza, and was charged with bugging the owners with telephone pranks. met this lawyer who took my case, and he and his lover introduced me to the wonderful effects of an alcoholic enema. anyway, i ended up quitting the bathhouse, and finding a real job somewhere, taking a room at the coates house. at the time i lived there, it was a dying piece of history, with a grand entrance and lobby. the fire was started by a disgruntled employee who got fired. after the fire however, things did change for me.

i took a position with the American Red Cross, and working in disaster services, i saw my share of disasterous events. didn't do that for very long for some reason, and left kansas city for... i really have no idea right now. i'll have to wait and go back to the master outline. at least i can say i knew where i was on january 28, 1978.